Tuesday, January 19, 2021

So Hard To Say Goodbye

 So, I'm not doing graphics or Jason Momoa or Ryan Gosling. 

I'm too sad.

Look, I know the last 4 years have been the most divisive years ever. 

I just didn't know i would have to lose a friend.

If you read my shit posts regularly,  you know my friends are EVERYTHING to me.  


Life is so fucking short and if you find your humans, YOU EMBRACE THAT SHIT FOREVER AND YOU TELL THEM EVERY DAY.

My Matty C was one of my favorite humans in high school. 

He was so sweet and  funny and heartfelt.  

I loved him. He made my days so bright. 

FFWD to 2012 and he is all about my anti Obama posts , he laughs and talks shit with me


FFWD to today and he is the worst, most terribly misogynistic person in my inner circle. 

How do you cut someone  loose when you remember how happy you were to see them every day?

How do you cut the cord when the cord ties you to the person you tried to be every day?

I fucking loved this kid. 

But I hate the way his mind works today.

So...now I say goodbye to my favorite kid ever. 

Do I do it because he is a Republican?

Nope.

Do I do it because he is a QCumber?

Nope.

I still loved him through all of that because he was my buddy and we had been through too much to let that be barriers. 

Tonight,  with his vicious,  misogynistic  rhetoric, he crossed a line we can never get back from. 

I am so sad 

So. So. Sad.

I have loved  this kid since 1992.

It's 2021.

You do the fucking math.

I'm heartbroken 

Literally crying over him when I have WAY bigger things to cry about. 

But, I am crying for him.

My friend.

Later days, dude

 


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